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[agleam]

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[agleam]

Past tense?

[bxkautx]

Do like them.

[ just corrects herself. pauses. ]

Tenses are... hard sometimes.

[agleam]

Why's that?

[bxkautx]

Things blur a little sometimes.

[agleam]

I don't think I get it.

[bxkautx]

It's not really important.

Anyway, you doing okay? [ realizes she didn't ask him back, like an asshole. ]

[agleam]

...Not really, but - that's just kind of how it's going to go, I think.

[bxkautx]

Pretty much...

[agleam]

Yeah. Just have to make it through the end, and then - whatever the next thing is.

[bxkautx]

Forever.

[agleam]

Yeah.

[unfortunately he subscribes to this form of existential dread now]

But there's good stuff along the way, too. Just - hard to see in moments like this, I guess.

[bxkautx]

There's always good moments. Even in a mess of bad ones.

I'm not exactly gonna fault people for not finding them right this instant, though.

[agleam]

Yeah, me either. I think... sometimes it's better to just kind of sit with it, anyways.

[bxkautx]

May as well. Not like it's digging into time you could be doing anything more productive with.

[ this sounds like a dig but she means it. what can anyone do on a friday!!! nothing!!! ]

[agleam]

[he does not take this as a dig at all because. yeah!! yeah.]

You, too.

[bxkautx]

I don't need to sit with it. Just have no choice is all.

[agleam]

Well - it might be a good idea to process, though?

[bxkautx]

Process what...

[agleam]

Literally everything that's going on?

[bxkautx]

... It's processed. Done.

[agleam]

You sure? Because you seemed like you were talking to yourself when I walked in.

[bxkautx]

If you say so.

[agleam]

No, you definitely were. You don't have to talk about it, but I saw it.

[bxkautx]

Everyone does it sometimes. Probably just talking out loud.

[ do you mean thinking out loud. ]

[agleam]

Well, sure, but it just kind of seemed like you had a lot on your mind.