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[agleam]

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[bxkautx]

Bigger threat.

I just wanted to switch places with someone willing. The other ghosts wanted to tear their way through the whole coastline.

[agleam]

Why would they do that?

[bxkautx]

Being in there erodes your sense of self. Your identity, your morals, your face, name, memories. Anger is the easiest thing to hold onto. And it grows the more you fail to escape.

[agleam]

But... You managed to resist that, at least enough to back out when things started going wrong?

[bxkautx]

Guess so.

[agleam]

[thinks about asking more about that specifically, but.]

...So what happened in the end?

[bxkautx]

The gate was sealed safely. With me as the deadbolt—again.

[agleam]

[a little softer:]

Then... How did you get out eventually, to your last round?

[bxkautx]

Gave up on trying to find a way out. Gave up on—living, in whatever capacity you could call that a life.

Died, went to Hell. Etcetera.

[agleam]

[...]

I know you think it doesn't matter, but - you didn't deserve any of that.

[bxkautx]

Sweet of you to say, but that's the thing.

Deserved or not, it happened. Judgment was cast.

[agleam]

I know that.

[bxkautx]

... Deserving is a pretty complicated, uh... concept, anyway.

[agleam]

What do you think about it?

[bxkautx]

Doesn't really matter what I think about it. Part of what makes it complicated.

[agleam]

I think what you think matters, even if we don't agree that often.

[bxkautx]

If we don't agree then why would it matter to you?

[agleam]

Do the things I say not matter to you if you disagree with them?

[bxkautx]

... That's different.

[agleam]

How so?

[bxkautx]

Honestly I was kind of just hoping you'd let that slide without asking...

[agleam]

[laughs a little]

Okay, you're off the hook.