Is a choice that you were pushed into to keep everyone else safe really different from not having a choice at all...? I know you wouldn't have done something like that unless the stakes were pretty high.
[ it's a kind sentiment, and it gives him pause for a moment, too. ]
...A lot of people chose not to act. They accepted death, and their teammates' deaths, before killing.
[ he thinks rupert would be someone more just and more gracious than he was. ]
I don't think that's wrong. But we made our decisions. I want to take responsibility for it, even if it's not my fault the game was so cruel. ...It almost feels worse to not have a choice at all. Like how people here are affected every week. [ he feels very badly for possessed killers. ]
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...Yeah. They were nicer about it than what you had to deal with.
[ the horse struggle. not that he blames bradley for fighting back—it's more that netzach and yuzuriha were outliers. ]
We weren't picked to do anything though. That was our choice. [ so rupert definitely had it... worse, he thinks. ]
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Is a choice that you were pushed into to keep everyone else safe really different from not having a choice at all...? I know you wouldn't have done something like that unless the stakes were pretty high.
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...A lot of people chose not to act. They accepted death, and their teammates' deaths, before killing.
[ he thinks rupert would be someone more just and more gracious than he was. ]
I don't think that's wrong. But we made our decisions. I want to take responsibility for it, even if it's not my fault the game was so cruel. ...It almost feels worse to not have a choice at all. Like how people here are affected every week. [ he feels very badly for possessed killers. ]