It is! Though I would have preferred for it to stay emptier here, to be honest... [He would not have but he'd feel lower than low if he ever admitted that aloud.] Everyone I've met has been so kind, too.
It's a little bit selfish, probably, but - given how things were back home, even though I wish nobody came to this situation at all, it's been really wonderful to have the chance to meet everyone.
Pretty shortly after I came here... I told someone that no matter what happened here, I think I'd always be a little bit glad that I wound up in this place, because it means I got to meet new people that I never would have otherwise. I still think that's true, even now.
Hah... Back in that castle, I was asked whether or not I would undo everything if given the chance. But I had said no back then, and I would say no now.
[That's something they can both agree on, at least...]
One must take their luck where they can, strange or otherwise, I suppose. [SUCH IS LIFE.] --Ah - anyway, I had just been about to start setting things up for our new arrivals tomorrow. Would you like to join me?
...He thinks he doesn't deserve anything, so he just accepts anything, too. I asked him what he wanted, once, and he said he shouldn't be allowed to have wants of his own.
[Rupert is valid. Souji just unfortunately is bushido-brained and incredibly self deprecative, so he can understand Dimitri too well.]
Caring for such a person is also a painful thing. [Sometimes you hurt your friends in your immense lack of self worth...] ...I hope that he's able to understand what he's done. It would be nice for both him and those people who care for him if such painful things didn't have to happen again.
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[He also has attachment issues and bonds at the speed of light but, y'know.]
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[after everyone you've ever known got wiped out! wow.]
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It is! Though I would have preferred for it to stay emptier here, to be honest... [He would not have but he'd feel lower than low if he ever admitted that aloud.] Everyone I've met has been so kind, too.
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[of people having to die horribly to get here! unfortunate.]
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...Still - at least we are making the most of it here.
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It's a little bit selfish, probably, but - given how things were back home, even though I wish nobody came to this situation at all, it's been really wonderful to have the chance to meet everyone.
[not nice that many of them super died, though!!]
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I understand what you mean. It's a little difficult to say that it's been nothing but horrible things the whole way through...
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Pretty shortly after I came here... I told someone that no matter what happened here, I think I'd always be a little bit glad that I wound up in this place, because it means I got to meet new people that I never would have otherwise. I still think that's true, even now.
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Hah... Back in that castle, I was asked whether or not I would undo everything if given the chance. But I had said no back then, and I would say no now.
[Unless Kondo dies, then all bets are off.]
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Feels weird to call it lucky, but - I still don't think I'd give either experience up for anything.
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One must take their luck where they can, strange or otherwise, I suppose. [SUCH IS LIFE.] --Ah - anyway, I had just been about to start setting things up for our new arrivals tomorrow. Would you like to join me?
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[nodding!!]
What kinds of things do you normally set up for them?
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[why did this sound so derogatory]
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So many people here are the exact opposite of picky eaters...
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[makes a vague hand gesture that explains nothing]
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...He's just - what, exactly?
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Souji is much more empathetic though, and his brow furrows a little.]
I see... That does make the words that he spoke during his execution make more sense... [HE'S JUST A DEPRESSING GUY.]
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I'm pretty mad at him.
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Because of what he said, then...?
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He should care about his life more than that. Other people care about him.
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...It's unfortunate that he can still speak in such a way, then, even knowing that. But it must be a painful and unpleasant thing for him, too.
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[he pauses]
People who care about him were listening. You know?
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Caring for such a person is also a painful thing. [Sometimes you hurt your friends in your immense lack of self worth...] ...I hope that he's able to understand what he's done. It would be nice for both him and those people who care for him if such painful things didn't have to happen again.