Not really. More like - I was doing what I'd had to back there, but I lived longer. And then it wasn't only the two months I'd spent there... It felt like I'd been there for the length of time I was in the hotel, too. So - four months, just having to do that over and over.
It only stopped when I lost the last fight I got in.
...Yeah. But - that's pretty much par for the course on these things, right? And by now they kind of have an idea of all the things they can use to get under our skin.
... To be honest, I kind of want to burrito you in a nice blanket. Not because I think you're gonna push yourself, but so you can rest nice and cozy...
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Hey. You don't have to talk if it hurts.
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[he does appreciate it though!! and he'll take the water]
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Still, don't push yourself if it hurts, okay?
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I won't. Promise. I'm definitely not moving from this bed until I have to.
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I believe you. [ genuinely, since he is not a dingus ]
.. Do you want to talk about what happened?
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I think... it was taken from Vi's memories.
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[ very eloquent ]
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[a beat.]
Before it was more clear where we were... I thought I was back in the school.
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[ ... ]
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It only stopped when I lost the last fight I got in.
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[ forced to relive those painful memories, and four months on top of that ]
Over and over....
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Still, it really sucks that you went through that.
[ and what kind of memories did vi have...? maya knew she had it rough, but still ]
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Do you need anything?
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If I thought the process of getting that going wouldn't be excruciating, I might take you up on it.
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