[he pauses, trying to organize his thoughts, here. since he's already mentioned it in very vague terms:]
What happened back home... I don't want to get into the details yet, really, but - it's made it really hard to trust people when I don't know exactly how they might act when things get difficult or dangerous. But even with that, Sieghart is my friend. And the way he calmed down all of a sudden at the end there - I wonder if maybe there was something influencing him. I want to think he wouldn't have done something like that ordinarily.
[he sighs.]
Besides, it feels kind of hypocritical of me not to give him the benefit of the doubt before we know more. So - I don't really know how to feel, yet. Not until I go talk to him.
[some people have told jiji that he absolutely won't and jiji, with his face stab, still cannot entirely fathom why not. but he does not begrudge people for their choices - only feels the slightest bit of happiness to know that sieg has not been left alone.]
But I would like it most - if you all extended more care to each other than you did to me. I believe... that is what I have come to realize this evening.
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But nonetheless, I am sure that Shinobu Kocho shall intervene before this old man causes too much damage to himself.
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[he went to ask after hua cheng suggested it and he's like yea makes sense]
For now, I believe I am in good hands. I would much rather inquire about you.
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[he pauses, though.]
I don't know. It's - complicated.
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What happened back home... I don't want to get into the details yet, really, but - it's made it really hard to trust people when I don't know exactly how they might act when things get difficult or dangerous. But even with that, Sieghart is my friend. And the way he calmed down all of a sudden at the end there - I wonder if maybe there was something influencing him. I want to think he wouldn't have done something like that ordinarily.
[he sighs.]
Besides, it feels kind of hypocritical of me not to give him the benefit of the doubt before we know more. So - I don't really know how to feel, yet. Not until I go talk to him.
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... I am pleased that you will speak with him.
[some people have told jiji that he absolutely won't and jiji, with his face stab, still cannot entirely fathom why not. but he does not begrudge people for their choices - only feels the slightest bit of happiness to know that sieg has not been left alone.]
I hope that you find the answers that you seek.
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[after a moment:]
Are you going to go talk to him, too?
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Naturally so.
Our conversation was left very unfinished.
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[easily....]
Do not worry. When it comes to important moments, even this old man ought to be reliable.
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[ . . . ]
But I would like it most - if you all extended more care to each other than you did to me. I believe... that is what I have come to realize this evening.
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That guy...
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I rather like Jason Todd...
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[BE NICE]
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Ha ha ha.
Because he is dishonest.
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It is charming.
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